Love

Okay, I realize that I said my next post would be again on the subject of politics, only I’ve been reading up on some theories as of late, and have changed my views.  I want to get my views semi-coherent before I make a post on the subject.  I’ve changed my views about a few things lately.  It’s been a while since my last post.  Things have happened; life is busy.  But I’m not going to make an excuse every time I don’t post for a while.  This blog is updated haphazardly.

One thing I’ve changed my views on is I’m not quite what you’d call an agnostic anymore.  It’s hard to say what I am religiously because it doesn’t really have a term.  I suppose you could say I’m somewhat of a spiritualist.  So what brought about this sudden change of convictions?  It was experience, pure and simple.  A few days ago, I experienced something profound.  It is nearly indescribable to one who has not experianced such a thing, suffice to say it was powerful.  And I know I am not just crazy, because my girlfriend experienced it with me.

I love her.  There is something powerful in love.  Something strong, and also completely unscientific.  It defies explanation.  And this is why I know there is something else to the universe.  Before, I wasn’t sure.  Now I know.  I felt, that night, a connection, an energy between us.  And more than that, I could see it, in my mind’s eye.  An aura of white light surrounded her, and a connection, like rope of light joining her heart and mine.  If this is the point where you say I’m crazy, I don’t care.  I know what I felt.  What we felt.  It was a feeling in my heart like it was expanding, and pure pleasure, like I’ve never felt before.  It was love, plain and simple.  It was magic.  And I could not explain it for the life of me.

So, having a scientific mind, I do what I do when I can’t explain something: make a new theory.  There has to be some force at work here.  So I call it now what my girlfriend calls it.  The Divine.  I have no idea as to the nature of it, but divine seems to describe it.  There was something magical going on there night, and there is something magical to love.  If you haven’t experienced it yet, I hope you do, for it is amazing.  And it threw out everything I thought I knew, or rather, thought I didn’t know about the universe.  In that now I know.

There is something.  There is a divine force.  There is love.  There are auras of energy.  We saw them.  And I mean literally, my girlfriend saw one around me.  I saw it too, altough it was faint.  And there is a sort of telepathy.  How it all works, I have no idea.  I doubt I ever will.  But the mystery is part of the magic.  I’m not expecting anyone to believe any of this.  I’m not trying to convert anyone to anything, any religion.  I don’t even know what religion I am now.  It doesn’t have a name, and it has only two followers.  But maybe I can give people hope, if I tell them, I know there is something out there.  And it is wonderful.  And there is love.  And it is wonderful.